Axiom 001

The headless ape body of the decapitated body of God that de-evolutionarily rambles mindlessly across all places and all times of this world while the head of God sleeps in Darkness at the centre. The head too, is a (new) body and it pierces the skin of heaven with its horns as it tears the throat of hell with its teeth and drinks its blood.

Log 001

I again lost the formulas. This is about the ninth time over the past thirteen years. Sometimes, it is more than half a year before I even remember to start looking for them again. Usually though, portions of the formulas have just disappeared right off the pages I wrote them on. On other occasions, no matter how or where I store my journals, I find the text and diagrams smeared as a result of some strange condensation of moisture and mildew.

Tonight, this time, I actually found all my  journals outside and buried far away from the house. I have no recollection of them not being where I last placed them (or even where I had kept them, or when I last wrote in them), but this has been a malignant issue since I began this project. Coincidentally, tonight, I was out in the local forest preserve experimenting with geomantic digging, basic properties of holes and micro-leylines and their relationships to Sirius B and oddly enough came upon my journals about three feet down and about a mile away from the house. Even more odd, is the fact that this was my first test excavation of the evening. Needless to say, I did not return to the task at hand, but frantically returned to the house with my work. 

I have been unable to open these journals and prefer to re-review their contents after the sun rises in the morning.